Tuesday, 18 August 2009

Chapter two

Well this part of my story isn’t that funny, but it’ll help you understand my situation a lot more.

So you already know that i left Australia and came to London. But you don’t really know why and that’s what I want to explain now.

Lets start from the beginning.

My mother and father were married for 15 years, they were a very happy couple, don’t even remember them fighting. Every year, my mom and us kids went abroad to London, so my mom can visit her family and like always my dad was meant to follow us to London.

But there is a twist.

My mom and dad unlike any other time in my life were having fight after fight. My mom was always crying and well it was scary. So going to London was supposed to be something good.

But oh no how wrong I was.

We weren’t having fun or going out every day (The thing that you would expect to happen on holiday.) No, none of that. We spent day after day in my grand parent’s house getting board. I really hated every second of it.

It had been 2 weeks or so that we had come to London. I realised all of a sudden that my school in Australia starts tomorrow. I went to my mom and said “Mom..mom we need to go back, we need to go back.. I have school tomorrow!!!”

She approached me with a very loving face and said “I wish we could”.

That’s all I was told. This was really starting to become weird, I hadn’t seen my dad in 2 week, and I haven’t talked to him. I’ve seen my mom cry so much and everyone around me was acting really weird.

What was going on?

Three days after my mom had told me that phrase. My grand mother and father called us down stares. By us I mean my brother harry and me.

My grand father told us that there is something that he wanted to tell us and has been wanting to tell us for a long time. He told us that we should both be strong and be men. I was so confused.

And her it came the thing that will change my life forever. The point of no return.

My grandfather very reluctantly told us that my dad, the dad that I loved so much, the dad I worshiped and I would have died for had been cheating on my mom and had married another woman.

I remember it very well. My brother suddenly burst into tears. He was crying uncontrollably.

But me .Nothing. I was emotionless. Nothing. No tears, no screams and no emotions.

Everything had died. My beliefs were all gone and destroyed. My life was no longer there. My pride had vanished and my heart was broken.

I remember my grand parents saying that my mom didn’t want to tell us all this because she didn’t want us to get hurt.

Dam how right she was.....

After a few moments my mom came down the stairs took both of us up to her room. She wanted to comfort us and said we are in this together and we can get out of this together.

My brother had yet again crumbled and started crying in front of my mom. My mom grabbed him and smothered him with her love. Me, well I was just there. Didn’t cry, didn’t feel and didn’t understand. I didn’t know what love meant any more.

The following couple of days were very tuff because my mom had told me and Harry that we had to go to school in London and that we had to take asylum.

I had no clue what the hell that world meant. But I knew it meant bad news. I think my mom made me visit around 10 to 20 schools in a space of a week. We applied to all of them but were told that I was very unlikely to get into any of them because it was half way through the school year.

Finally, a peace of good new came through the post. It was a school that I’d applied for they said that space was available for me to join the school but I had to wait a couple of weeks. I was some what relieved my grand parent house was starting to get extremely dull.

Monday, 17 August 2009

Thrive and live

Chapter one

Wake up, look in the mirror, feel like shit, Look like shit. Depressed! And one question looming in my head, " WHY I'M I EVEN HERE, WHY DON'T I JUST DIE?"

Go back in time.......

OK

Lets explain.

My name is Sam. Live in London, but I'm not British. I'm Australian. BOOHO. Lived in Australia for 13 years of my life. But I moved here to London because of a family thing. Don't really want to talk about it now. It’s really depressing. Maybe ill tell you about it later.

Actually on second thought better tell you now what the family thing is because my story will make no sense with out it. Well in brief my mom and dad are kind of divorced. I mean kind of, because they are still married it just they hate each other, don’t even want to see the sight of one another, and if you even mention there name to one another, you hear the most horrendous things ( I surprised they are not bleeped out like they would be on TV).

The only reason they are still together is because they think it will damage use the kids if we had divorced parents.

Anyway, I think you get the picture. OH ya and when I said us kids, I meant me and my three young brothers. The first on is three and is very spontaneous and active. His favourite sentence is “Mom I did a POOP-PEE". And trust me he means I can smell it very well and I'm in my room upstairs. His name is Robert

Moving on......

K

My second brother is different. He is always to himself. He is only 10 but he somehow has the understanding of a 20 year old. He knows how to manipulate people very well specially my mom. His name is Joe.

MY mom has a tendency of being late for everything, especially to Joe’s school. So, just as mom come to pick up Joe. Joe clinches the opportunity and starts cry nonstop. The full water works. In generous.

Then as mom get closer he start mumbling “You promised not to be late...you promised. All my friends have left and i am all alone.”

Obviously mom starts feeling really guilty and tells Joe “I am so sorry Ill get you anything you want, to make up for it.” Joe grins and says “Anything”

Mom replies “anything”

Well after that Joe tends to come home with a big smug smile on his face. Carrying a PS3 game (costing £40), a McDonald’s happy meal (another £3.50) and finally no school bag (that means he forgot his school bag at school again and he cannot do his homework. All this forgetting is starting to make me think that he’s leaving the bag at school on purpose.)

Lucky bugger.

Anyway that’s Joe for you.

Finally you have Harry. Harry is 14 and is the perfect definition for a “techno geek”. He is a fat floundering boy that spends hour after hour aimlessly looking at a computer screen.

Sorry I’m being harsh.

He does come down from time to time, to stair at the TV screen.

The most disgusting and deadly thing about harry is his odder.

The boy stinks.

He reminds me of animals that protect there territory by peeing on there territory. But the problem with harry is that this is not his pee no it’s his sweat. Sometime I do wish it was his pee.

You can always tell he is at home because you can smell the deep and disgusting odder that slowly creeps up your nostrils and like an acid, it starts corroding you from inside. I would like to introduce him to a new invention called “soup” and if I am lucky maybe even water.

The problem with me saying that to his face is that he gets really angry and trust me, you don’t want to a 16 stone smelly sweaty blob on top of you. It’s truly a feeling that I wouldn’t want subjected to the worst of my enemies.

To make this even more annoying, when I eventually regain consciousness (I pass out not only because I was body slammed by a 16 stone truck, the odder helped too) I would like to reply to his violent act by a similar act of violence and aggression. In simple words a punch.

Now what happens next is very comical. My mom slams the door open. Looking horrified. She had just headed the sound of my brother jumping on top of me and squishing me like a bug under his enormous weight.

And guess what happens next.

Out of no were tears start trickling down my brother’s face and yes he manages yet again to get me grounded for hitting him. (But wait I didn’t even touch him. But mom doesn’t care.) And like always Harry gets nothing.

Cause that all fair isn’t it.....

ME

Hi

Welcome to my blog

I’m Sam

I’m 17 years old and I’m a Syrian living in London

I’m writing a story and I would like to see you reaction to it

I hope you enjoy it

Please tell me if there are any problems that you may pass or any parts that don’t make sense

Anyway

I hope you enjoy the story

And I will try and add parts to it as frequently as possible